Hey Guys!
Unfortunately last week I was victim of the recent epidemic in the southeastern schools. I had heard in the news that many college students were getting infected. My luck ran out and it was my turn to suffer the consequences of the flu. This was the first time in my college experience that I have been sick and it is a horrible experience. I had to be absent from classes twice as a result of acute headaches, painful muscle fatigue, unbearable dizziness and nausea.
Yeah, this week I dropped everything in my agenda and decided to rest. I left my dorm room only to go on an excruciating trip to the cafeteria to eat. Moreover, this was the first time my loved ones were not close and thus I had to care for myself.
One might think that this week was a wasted period of time because I did not accomplish much. However, I see this time as an excellent break in my school so that I can think about my life. As a result, in this entry instead of telling about what happens in my life I will explain what happens in my mind.
In some ways, my mind has not change much since my college years. I still hold many structural and ideological thoughts that shape me in who I am. The basic values which my family taught have been almost without modification. However, I have seen that in my short period of higher education, my mind has matured greatly in so many different areas. In trying to explain my thoughts, I must quote one of my friends who says that “college is a time of narcissism.” I want to clarify that this egocentric person is NOT someone with vanity, disregard for others, or indifference. The reason why I quoted this friend is because I believe that college is a time where you can discover your self-identity. It is a time to comprehend your limits, values, fears, dreams and goals. It is a time to understand what are you made of and the difference between the theoretical and practical YOU. This seems somewhat confusing and in fact it is. Do you really know who you are? Where you are heading?
One of the examples I think of is the difference between the attitudes of my friends during the first and second semester. For example during the first semester everyone likes the freedom they possess and as a result the ambience is a little adventurous. People join Greek life, student activities, and outside organizations. Then, during the second semester, the school calms down and people seem to know themselves better.
Personally, this idea of knowing who am I is one of the best attributes college has. It not only teaches you a pragmatic technical attribute but also a conceptual skill which can help you live a happy if not noble life. Take this time to travel, to discover, to understand, to learn and experience many new ideas and actions. Remember that during this time you are the captain of you own boat and you make the decisions which will help you find terra firma, wander through an endless ocean, or drown you.
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